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  • Special Edition PT 2: “CTE Victim” Guns Down NFL Central

    Special Edition PT 2: “CTE Victim” Guns Down NFL Central

    I don’t know much about the gunman Shane Tamura. From what I gather, he was a ‘normal’ dude:
    “Now, his former teammates are speaking out after learning Tamura is accused of the killings.

    One teammate described Tamura as a “goofball.”

    Another, who didn’t want to be identified, said Tamura was a good guy.

    “He was a great teammate. He was a great guy in general. He didn’t cause any problems actually at all in the locker room or on the field,” he said. “He was just a guy who really enjoyed the sport, not problematic at all so when I found out the news, I was really shocked, I really couldn’t believe it.”

    There are also reports that one of Tamura’s parents may have been a retired Los Angeles Police Department member.”

    I don’t know how in roughly 9 years you go from THAT to this.

    Now, I know what the general reaction is

    ‘Oh, here we go again, making more excuses for scum…”

    But if you only take away ONE lesson from Butch, let it be this:

    The more science advances, the more causes [not excuses] are discovered.

    This might terrify some who TOTALLY believe in absolute free will, but you can’t WILL yourself out schizophrenia, borderline personality, dementia or Alzheimers.

    If you were to time travel to the medieval ages and yell, “Stop! She’s not a witch! She’s just a paranoid schizophrenic who needs meds!”

    They would burn YOU at the stake next to her.

    When I was in college, I read a story about Phineas Gage.

    Probably the most famous person to have survived severe damage to the brain. He is also the first patient from whom we learned something about the relation between personality and the function of the front parts of the brain[…]Some months after the accident [a rod through brain], probably in about the middle of 1849, Phineas felt strong enough to resume work. But because his personality had changed so much, the contractors who had employed him would not give him his place again. Before the accident he had been their most capable and efficient foreman, one with a well-balanced mind, and who was looked on as a shrewd smart business man. He was now, Harlow said, fitful, irreverent, and grossly profane, showing little deference for his fellows. He was also impatient and obstinate, yet capricious and vacillating, unable to settle on any of the plans he devised for future action. His friends said he was “No longer Gage.”

    So what happened to poor old Phineas? He just “decided”, coincidently, one day to totally devolve?

    No, much more likely is sections of the brain that contained parts of “Phineas” shot out of his skull with that rod never to return.

    It’s a bit macabre to think about, but we also see this in the lobotomized.

    You can’t just snap out of a lobotomy.

    It’s almost self-evident now that definite parts of the brain contain more than we assumed to the point where identities can alter drastically.

    And if I took ONE thing from Antonio Demasio’s book “Descartes’ Error,” it’s that a WHOLE LOT more ppl than imagined might be walking around with a degree of brain damage [insert jock, celebrity and politician joke here].

    If you google, “behavioral symptoms of CTE” this appears.

    Behavioral symptoms of Chronic Traumatic Encephalopathy (CTE) can include aggression, impulsivity, depression, anxiety, mood swings, and personality changes. These symptoms can significantly impact an individual’s behavior and relationships. Additionally, some individuals may experience suicidal thoughts or engage in erratic behavior

    And as we have sadly seen in Junior Seau, Dave Duerson, et al, CTE can indeed change a person irrevocably and tragically.

    Or as the NYT wrote:

    What scientists — from such diverse fields as psychiatry, neurology and substance use — can say is that the arrows seem to be pointing in the same direction. A number of brain states raise the risk of acting out violently, and the evidence so far, while incomplete, suggests that C.T.E. may be one of them.

    Dr. Samuel Gandy, director of the N.F.L. neurology program at Mount Sinai Medical Center, said his research showed that rage and irritability “are far and away the most prominent symptoms” among former players with likely C.T.E.

    The tricky part comes when crime enters the formula as with Aaron Hernandez, Kellen Winslow and possibly Shane Tamura as correlation may not equal causation.

    A combination of photos showing sections from a normal brain, top, and from the brain of former University of Texas football player Greg Ploetz, bottom, who had Stage IV chronic traumatic encephalopathy, or C.T.E. An autopsy of former New England Patriots tight end Aaron Hernandez revealed severe C.T.E.
    Credit…Ann Mckee/Boston University, via Associated Press


    So where does this leave us as football fans?

    Well, pretty fucking confused since many of us aren’t neurologists, psychiatrists, biologists or epistemologists, and even they’re still sorting it out.

    As of now, we don’t even know if the gunman actually suffered from severe CTE while the NFL is trying to paint him as a barking moon lunatic.

    However, for a nut, Tamura sure found a rather NICHE cause to fly over the coocoo’s nest, and given some previous social media posts from him, he had to devolve relatively quickly.

    I suppose I’ll just keep my antenna up on the subject and see where it goes. It could lead me to sadly quit watching the NFL if the data keeps getting worse.

    However, medicine advances at seemingly warp-speed; maybe science finds a way to mitigate, or drastically minimize, concussions and CTE.

    So for now, I’ll crack open some beers and root for Da Bears to lay clean rib-crushing hits.

    Hey, at least I’m not watching bum fights or betting on FanDuel for this…

  • Special Edition PT 1: “CTE Victim” Guns Down NFL Central

    Special Edition PT 1: “CTE Victim” Guns Down NFL Central

    I told myself I wasn’t going to post political or social issues here.

    It seems a little self-indulgent for the head of a football blog.

    Besides, that’s why the comments exist.

    However, this isn’t ‘just another school/walmart/church/concert shooting’.

    [How fucked up is this country to be thinking that way?]

    This shooter deliberately targeted 345 Park Avenue, i.e., NFL Headquarters.

    This shooting is football and NFL related as the motive is preliminarily cited as CTE.

    More specifically.

    NEW YORK (AP) — A gunman who killed four people at a Manhattan office building before killing himself claimed in a note to have a brain disease linked to contact sports and was trying to target the National Football League’s headquarters but took the wrong elevator, officials said Tuesday.

    Furthermore, the assailant played football at Granada Hills, maybe a 30 minute drive from L.A., so it hits close to home.

    Needless to say, condolences to the victim’s family, friends and community, but refraining ‘condolences’ and ‘prayers’ for the Ntheen fucking time feels empty and frankly self-serving.

    So here we are – AGAIN – with a myriad of emotions.

    And the bigger question: what can we do about it?

    Well, I’m not going to pretend I can solve everything. Honestly, I’m torn on the gun issue.

    Here’s my stream-of-thought inner debate when a shooting occurs.

    ‘Fuck. AGAIN – who are these sick cucks!?’

    ‘There’s gotta be a way to stop this’

    ‘Take away the guns’

    ‘oh yeah, well EVERY government has eventually turned on its own ppl. Taiwanese would probably like to own some ARs for when the Chinese come a-knocking’

    ‘yeah, like ARs are going to do much against Apaches, state of the art drones, artillery, 4rth gen jets, satellites, aircraft carriers, and a co-ordinate professional military’

    ‘AKs beat the U.S. in Nam…’

    ‘This ain’t Nam, and it ain’t 1968’

    ‘True. Those gangsters down the street strapping and staring me down wouldn’t mind if I can’t legally buy a gun cuz their AK is hot anyways’

    And round and round we go… at the end of the day, it’s just more cold bodies, warm tears, and a societal sense of numbness, futility and failure.

    If you don’t recognize the man above, I can’t say I blame you.

    Yet he’s the Dr. who the NFL tried to ruin because of his research on Chronic Traumatic Encephalopathy (CTE) which the NFL, much like Big Tobacco, KNEW was far more dangerous than they admitted publicly.

    “After Omalu published his findings, league doctors assailed his research — even going so far as to issue a letter calling for a retraction. Omalu said he was stunned to learn about the demand, afraid his career was coming to an end. He poured himself a shot of Johnnie Walker Red and “just gulped it down” before reading the letter.”PBS

    Dr. Bennett Omalu even had Will Smith play him in “Concussion.”

    The NFL considered Omalu an existential threat:

    “The doctor’s response, according to Omalu: “He said, ‘Your work suggests or is suggesting or is proving that football is a dangerous sport, and that if 10 percent of mothers in this country would begin to perceive football as a dangerous sport, that is the end of football.’” – PBS

    Most of us know the gist of the NFL trying to bury the CTE consequences, but in short

    It was evil.

    Just like Big Tobacco.

    The NFL hacks sold their Hippocratic oath for 30 pieces of silver, vacations and country club memberships.

    Though if you want a refresher, check out the doc:

    League of Denial: the NFL’s Concussion Crisis

    It was a punt return. Our backup center/long snapper somehow broke free like a cheetah in the Serengeti, or more accurately, like the freaking Juggernaut.

    The punt returner made a move then bolted.

    Craaaaaackkkk

    Everyone collectively gasped, “ooooooooh…”

    You can hear that collision in the nosebleeds.

    It’s the type of hit that gets everyone amped and used to make the ESPN highlight reels.

    Then our teammate began jogging to the sideline.

    THEIR sideline.

    You can see them initially confused, then start waving at him, pointing to us.

    He stops for a second or two, then does a 180.

    Right away our coaching staff knew.

    The assistant coach [not a Dr.] began asking him questions.

    “Do you know where you are?”

    “Do you know your name?”

    “Do you know your birthday?”

    “Follow finger…”

    You can see the visible frustration in his glazed eyes. The hamster wheel in his brain was spinning but going nowhere.

    He KNEW he knew the answers to the questions yet couldn’t answer.

    He kept muttering, “Fuck. Fuck.” disappointed in himself, likely terrified.

    Oddly enough, I’ve seen nearly this exact same reaction before – in a car accident.

    That was the first time I can remember [or not] losing consciousness. One second I was waving goodbye to a girl from the back seat.

    Next second I wake up with 3 other ppl in the truck groaning with the driver still out.

    I shook everyone and told them to get out. I had no idea if we were trapped, or if the truck was on fire, or what. I just saw the hood of the car was crunched like a candy wrapper.

    The driver took longer as he was beyond dazed.

    Apparently I had flown and cracked the windshield with the back of my head which ended up needing stitches.

    The paramedics arrived and asked the driver basically the same questions as the coach.

    Place – name – DOB…

    Similar reaction as our Center: blank stare. Searching eyes. Exasperation almost to point of tears.

    They wrapped us in neck-braces, loaded us on gurneys and ambulanced us to the hospital.
    ——
    Our center/long-snapper was pulled for the game.

    Come Monday, he was back at practice ramming his helmet in Oline drills considering himself “lucky” he didn’t suffer any “real” injury.

    In high school, he was pretty square. Not a nerd or soft, just meat and potatoes with a side of feisty like most centers. I was probably a bigger fuckup than him at that point – flunking classes, wearing torn jeans against dress code, hitting up ditching parties, beer runs, etc.

    Years after high school, I heard he got into some trouble. Rumors of violence and prison.

    Sometimes, I wonder…